2010 to do list

guitar lessons
pole dance lessons
start kickboxing and dance workouts
hand gun class
learn some chinese
find a job and actually keep it
hit the gym more
do work!
party hard
have lots of fun
make everyday an adventure
play more video games
read more books
learn to cook

shopping after christmas

things i got:
tnf isabella in red
tnf laptop bag in black
spyder long sleeve shirt in red in kyds
spyder jacket in red
fingerless gloves in black
if i remember correctly that's about it lol

things i wanted:
juicy couture bag
ugg boots
but damn it why does the line have to be so damn long!

merry christmas

went clubbing
got lots of chocolate
spend some of it with a cool kid
now all i need is a job

woodbury tomorrow hooray

now if only this weather was a lot better. i mean, i've always wanted a white christmas but this weather is pissing me off

happy holidays everybody!

give me more reasons to hate you

cause i need it. and i know you'll never be there. now get the fuck out of my head. you've changed my life and i've changed yours. you've changed and so have i. now give me more reasons to hate you so i don't have to feel like i did something wrong. just go away.

Tuesday Night Confessions

"Get the fuck out of my head. You are not important anymore."

Or at least that's what I keep telling myself. But seriously, get the fuck out of my head. We're not the same people anymore. Too bad right? I wish you happiness and best of luck in your dreams. Just so you know, you're still the only person that knows me the best.

things to do this winter

MET
MoMA
get a job
clubbing
read a book
reconnect with old friends
Disney store
pole dance


i forgot my list lol

lol at the memories!

"I do. I love you, really I do. And I'm sorry, if I'm not the perfect boyfriend in your eyes. I'm sorry, I'm not good at this. I'm not used to this, I'm just a beginner at this relationship thing remember? I'm just learning; how to love, how to live. Please, just know that I do love you. You are the most important person in my life. I can't let you lose it. I won't lose you. You and me forever, remember baby? I won't wait until it's too late. I promise I won't. I love you, love love love you."

lol i laughed when i read this because that's what he used to tell me but then he runs away like a little bitch. you're the man.

thank god it is finally december

you know what that means

two more weeks of class (about seven days)
reg of classes at CSI
two papers, three finals - STUDY LIKE CRAZY

WINTER BREAK!
find a job
christmas parties
new year parties
birthday parties
weekend parties
vacation

then spring semester