mamatsui

stop fucking complaining! god!
anniee this shirt is no good. anniee this shirt bleeds. anniee this shirt is red. anniee this. anniee that.
shutttheeeeefuckkkkkuppppp
god i'm sick and tired of you complaining
just stfu and deal with it
all talk and no walk
you're not all that and the world does not go around you
GET OVER IT!

black friday

purple beater and teal 3/4 shirt ($1.95!)
burgundy leg warmers
black, gray, burgundy v neck sweaters
3x mirror
herbal essences long term relationship leave in condition to protect split ends
transformer hat
five body sprays from bath and body (don't wanna get the body sprays so i'm not gonna write the names out)
pillow mist for sleep

three or four other things for a friend

Thanksgiving

what i'm thankful for:
all my friends. all the laughs and smiles and happiness. i can always depend on a friend to make my day. no doubt about it.
my mom. kinda stop bugging me. lol.
that i decided to go through this one year of no relationship thing. thank god. gotta prove to myself i can make it without anybody. and especially since females are so typical and dependent.
i got back to csi. i hate brooklyn college.
the breakup. now i know.

what i'm not thankful for:
brooklyn college. i hate you.
high cholesterol. screw you i want my cheese.
love. you make me weak.
job. you were unpaid and boring.

jimmy kong

i'm about three days late so forgive me

i have never felt sadness like six years ago from friday. i still can't believe it. i lasted six years without you. are you proud? i still remember how we met. i remember everything actually. the last night phone calls, the wake up calls, the first kiss to the very last one, how you asked me out, and how you took my breath away and so much more. you're the greatest man i know. yes, not a boy, a man. a real man. i still don't understand why out of all people it gotta me you. at one point i tried to convinced myself that there was a reason for it and it was for the better. but honestly, it's not working. i even tried to tell myself you send him to me for a reason but all he did was caused me pain. did you give me to tell teach me a lesson? well, whatever it is thank you. i've learned a lot. now if it's okay, can you take all this pain and all my trust issues away. i would like to have a normal life. i would definitely like to have the life i had when i was with you. anyways, thank you for being my best friend. i miss you.

Christmas wish list

01: amazon kindle
02: skateboard
03: punching bag

hate hate hate

i did not think i can hate a school more than my high school but boy oh boy did i find it. god i fucking hate you. i can't wait to get the fuck out. if you had a face i would punch it. hate isn't even close ehhhhhh. i need some ice cream bye!

I ain't that stereotypical woman, singing about a man that's gone and crying while I look out the window.

i hope that doesn't change how you look at me. this is who i am, and if you don't like it then i guess i'm going to have to leave.