jimmy kong

i'm about three days late so forgive me

i have never felt sadness like six years ago from friday. i still can't believe it. i lasted six years without you. are you proud? i still remember how we met. i remember everything actually. the last night phone calls, the wake up calls, the first kiss to the very last one, how you asked me out, and how you took my breath away and so much more. you're the greatest man i know. yes, not a boy, a man. a real man. i still don't understand why out of all people it gotta me you. at one point i tried to convinced myself that there was a reason for it and it was for the better. but honestly, it's not working. i even tried to tell myself you send him to me for a reason but all he did was caused me pain. did you give me to tell teach me a lesson? well, whatever it is thank you. i've learned a lot. now if it's okay, can you take all this pain and all my trust issues away. i would like to have a normal life. i would definitely like to have the life i had when i was with you. anyways, thank you for being my best friend. i miss you.